a pooh without a piglet

I feel like a pooh without a piglet... and it is completely heartbreaking. I am devistated. I do not know the words to adaquately describe the deepth of this sorrow.

But it's too late I've been forever changed by you. I think I am a better person because I was lucky enough to meet you. I just hope that it wasn't all pain on your end. I care about you deeply and nothing will ever change that. I just wish it didn't have to be like this. I wish I could be that person you need...

I don't believe anything lasts forever. But I now believe that even if the people in my life come and go, there will always be people who love me in my life, if I let them. I now believe I can handle whatever comes. (you really changed me in that way) So while I am devistated, I will keep going. I have to.

and so maybe this pooh doesn't have a piglet, but perhaps there's a christopher robin, or an owl, or a rabbit, or a tigger or even maybe another pooh... but I have to stay open to the possibility and not run away and hide like I so desperately want to. Life is full of pain, but if you let it there's always room for a little joy too.

I will miss you